* miss you dear *

Tonight, the rain falling. as if the heavens could not contain all of the rain which had been his previous capacity.

along with the crackling sound of rain which drenched the region perumahanku, here (bedroom with) I was only accompanied by a laptop and an HP with a headset plugged ditelingaku.

mellow song after song rang in my ears changed.

I'm confused, for some reason until this moment I can not stop long for my beloved. boyfriend who I love very well and hopefully he loves me very much.

I had a relationship with my boyfriend who is often called LDR (Long Distance Relationship) which means long-distance courtship. Our age difference as precisely as possible just four years. because we were born on the same date. November 23.

It is one of the privilege for us.

He was studying at one of the agricultural institute in the university town, the city of Yogyakarta.

We can only meet when I visit my family and my sister who also was studying at a private Islamic university which is located in Yogyakarta as well.

hmm .. , Probably most of you do not like the LDR.

because it underwent LDR need the trust of each other.

often suspicious, anxious, negative thinking'lah anyway.

always felt that for couples who underwent LDR.

reasonable if you feel it. no different with me. I sometimes also were thinking what I should not have to Think (negative thinking).

but I believe, he will always remember that I loved him.

and he will never hurt me. (Jiah, very high yaak language)

LDR is a risk of going all "miss GREAT".

be prepared to miss a very powerful feeling when you will be planning to undergo LDR (Long Distance Relationship).

this is what I feel each of my days when I have not met him.